Darker Desires
30 April 2012
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Kayla's Lungs, Part 3
by Vesperae
SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - May - June 2012
January 7, really late / really early (cont.)
Choking, disgusted, and feeling deeply ashamed and exposed, I quickly opened the passenger door of Kayla's car, wanting only to flee what had unexpectedly become a physical and psychological torture chamber. My head was spinning, my heart was pounding, and my lungs were on fire from the concentrated dose of Virginia Slims poisons that being with Kayla had saturated them with. The first breath of cold winter night air only sharpened the pain deep in my chest. Hacking and overwhelmed with embarrassment, I quickly found my feet and slipped away into the darkness in search of distance and recovery.
I just ran away like a geek.
29 February 2012
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Kayla's Lungs, Part 2
by Vesperae
SMOKE SIGNALS MAGAZINE - March - April 2012
January 5, late
I'm starting to get more than a little freaked out.Why am I suddenly obsessing about something that I've essentially never given any thought to before?
Why this sudden intense fixation on smoking? Is there something wrong with me?
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- Kayla's Lungs, Part 1
- The Inner Monologue
- Wanting Danielle
- Dangerous Secret Special Toys
- Office Suite Software...After Hours
- The Joy of Tar
- Whatever You Do, Don't Push the Beautiful, Shiny, Jolly, Candy–Like Button
- A Collection of Random Fleeting Moments
- My First Decade at The Orgy
- Like Starting to Smoke All Over Again
